I have a friend
who has been talking to me about meditation for several years now. He’s a
practicing Buddhist, and leads a meditation session every week at a local
Buddhist center. I have attended several times, though not regularly enough to have
seen any benefits from the practice of meditation. He leads a meditation
service that is also a religious service, and I have sometimes felt awkward,
not really knowing how fully to participate. I’ve felt that there could be some
benefit to regular meditation, but I don’t know how, or whether, to participate
during the prayers which are offered before and after each twenty minute
meditation period. I also know myself well enough to realize that I don’t have
the fortitude to press ahead with the practice of meditation alone, without
some kind of direction.
That has been the
state of things for several years. I might attend a meditation service three or
four times a year, and come away with the same questions and hesitations about
the practice, at the same time seeing that it could be a very fruitful,
centering experience.